Monday, October 20, 2008

that was then... this is NOW!

hmmm... So much has changed since that first craptastic blog! For starters... my cute li'l DNA have started behaving themselves and been giving some awesome results! One of which took me to Mexico almost!!! :D

My prof has loosened his hold over me and has let me take a whole month off!!!! So am all "YIPPPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!" all the time these days! There are very few things that can get me low these days!

That was the bright side of things... on the ... darker side(?!)... I have ended up losing one very good friend... I wish we could see eye to eye on a few issues and get bak together... time will tell... (sigh! i so do miss her!!!!... but she comes with a package that I don't like and don't get along with...)

My life has changed... since the last blog... I have grown. Better or worse?! Hell! It's my blog... obviously for the better!

I act like am not... but deep down... am a geek! I see the Physics... Chemistry and Biology in everything! I have to analyze... I just have to! Call me boring... I say... U jst not my type! (that's a lot more diplomatic and sounds better!)

I feel and kinda know, that am FINALLY understanding what standing up for oneself means... and also comprehending the consequences of it! Hurts sometimes... (talking abt the friend here...) but u can only do as much as u can...

The BIG question in my head is... y am i stuck with writing blogs abt myself rather than abt 'guy-gurl' issues or... 'movies in B(K, T)ollywood' or... 'Ballroom dances' that we know u haven't been to! well... the above mentioned are things that i talk about to people who care to listen... and what I write is stuff that I DO NOT talk about to people even if they did care to listen... Bitchy???! I would prefer Introvert...

The nice man who pays wants me at work... so till the next blog (bordering on narcissism...)... take care all!

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